And Im not looking forward to it. I feel so bad that Im not excited about this pregnancy. There are so many woman who want to be pregnant and lord knows I would trade my spot in a heartbeat. Im just not feeling it, I been doing alot of crying lately, I know this will pass but I just wish I wasnt in this situation in the first place.I really am trying to count my blessings, really I am. Thanks for letting me get this out.

I hope it goes great for you. Hang in there!

Good luck at your appt .

Good luck, it will pass and you will feel better soon!

Big hugs!

Big hugs and good luck at your appointment.

Those feelings of joy and love will come. I remember feeling weird at the beginning of being pregnant with Emma... not feeling happy about it, wondering what we were going to do, not feeling any kind of love or connection to being pregnant or the baby. I was sick and miserable. Then one night I had a dream I miscarried her and I woke up sobbing. I remember that was my turning point. It took a while but those feelings of love, happiness and excitement DID come (more towards the end of me throwing up constantly but it did happen). I have gazed at her many times over since she's been born and wondered how I could have ever worried about her coming into our family as she makes it so complete. Hang in there mama!! I'm thinking of you always!!

It took me a long time to get used to my pregnancy too. I still feel bad expressing my feelings of not wanting to be pregnant. I was just pregnant last year and even at 29 weeks, I still cry every now and then.

I can't wait for this little girl to come so I can look in her eyes and realize that she was my biggest miracle blessing baby

I'm sorry you have these feelings. It does get a little easier, but I know how hard it is at first.

Good luck with your appt.

You ladies are the best!!!! My appointment went well, I have my first U/S on monday to see exactly how many weeks I am. Im scared they will say like 6 and hoping to be like 9, ready to get this first trimester over.