Before I got pregnant with Leah, I was pregnant with another baby...my second angel. I made it to 10 weeks with that baby, had seen its heartbeat and everything. Well, this morning as I was paying bills and writing the date over and over again, the date kept nagging at me and I couldn't figure it out. Well, it just hit me. Today would have been that baby's first birthday. You know, though, it's alright. Hearing Leah play with her brothers in the other room is just proof positive that everything happens for a reason. How could I live without my precious girl? And if that baby had been born, we wouldn't have Leah.

I love you, my angel. Happy birthday.

Awww, big big hugs Beth.

I lost my first baby at only 5 weeks pregnant. I often wonder whether it was a boy or a girl. I don't pay any attention to the date I miscarried (5th Feb 08) but I do think about my angel during the first week of October (when they would have been born) I was never given a due date as it all happened so quickly. I hope to meet him or her one day....
I have a little girl Megan now and take strength from the fact that everything happens for a reason, and it just wasn't meant to be. xx